Broadband setback

I've been trying to get a broadband connection from Airtel and I've found that thier capacity in that area is all full and to increase it, they need 3 months time. How cool is that? Or uncool.
I'm left with getting one from BSNL who's procedures gives me the creeps. Or spend a hell lot to get a BB connection on CDMA that runs on half the speed. Excellanto!!

The Good German

I don't know if this movie will win any awards. If it does, why? Anyway, it was nice to watch a 1940s movie in 1940s style filming. I didn't understand why it had to be b/w? Was there no color in the 40s? The storyline is creepy. There are a lot of charachters. Many of the US military, couple of Germans and Russians. In the whole movie, there is only a suggestion of who "The Good German" was. And he's the one hiding from the Americans and Russians in some dungeon. When he gets out, he's killed. Is this person the center of the movie's storyline? Considerably pathetic I'd say.

day dreaming

And suddenly I hit upon the thought through my already confused thought process that as long as one day dreams of what one can achieve, the urge to put it in action fades away. Its probably the satisfaction that he can do what he thinks that leads to lethargy and eventually nothing.

Now for some psycho babble bullshit - It is said that dreams are meant to maintain the psychological balance. So one achives in dream what he cannot achive in reality. Mostly emotional part I suppose. Thus, once the dream is finished, there is little or no instability.

I tried conciously suppressing my day dreaming prowess and found my concentration had increased manifold times. I understood everything I heard or saw or percieved. It otherwise is clobbered by my own thoughts of whys and why nots.

Now, this is a great discovery for me but greater would be practising the same.